the pain of being pushed away and betray by a people called friends......

Never think that our friendship will end like this. Since I less hanging out with you all, everything change... Our friendship become cold, I feel like I been neglected so I decide to leave group not because I really want too, but I just want to know how important I am in this friendship, but I never think that after I leave group, they add their other friend in the group and I been pushed far away. When I know it, I realize that I not so important anymore. Okay, FINE!!! I really not understand why I been treated like that? Is it because I less hanging out with you all? Or because I less reply your message? Or you all feel hard to communicate with me? After I realize the group chat not belong to our old group chat, I talk directly to them but no one reply. I think I really understand the situation now, that I'm not one of their friend anymore. Since the day, I feel really down really depressed but then I realize that I'm not alone, and I realize I still have friend that understand my situation, how hurt I am and how pain I feel right now. One thing that I notice is only those people that keep encourage me know the real meaning of friendship. I feel grateful I still have them, and the most grateful thing is God show me the real person of my friends. No matter what I'll try to think positive, be grateful with what I have now, those thing that already gone, let it gone... I know something better is waiting for me. So, Wendy... think positive and remember you have an awesome God watching on you and taking care of you. Jesus also one of my friend that love me, give me strength, protect me, and always stay with me no matter where I am, where I go. Be strong, stay chill and pray more.